do you ever call someone to just hear their voice. to listen to their breathes, to hear them say your name. i miss it. i miss everything about them. the distance kills me and no matter how hard i try or how hard i try to stay strong it’ll never work i’m no longer apart of their life they don’t need me anymore..but all i want is to be theirs again.
really? i don’t really know you anymore..but yeah
i hate my life. yeah i’m being ungrateful..no i’m being honest it sucks. i truly i hate it. i don’t want to be here anymore. i don’t want to see anyone of those stupid fucking people tomorrow. i don’t want to even wake up tomorrow. if i could i would..i would disappear, i really want to. i have no motivation, i’m so done. i’ve really never felt this way but i give up on everyone and everything. everyone is happy. and now i think its because no one needs me. i make people unhappy and i think i’m just going to cut everyone off. people would be better off without me anyways. i literally have talked to no one this entire weekend except for one, and even that isn’t frequent anymore. everyone be better off. i have no one to talk to, i truly feel so alone. i’m done.