me.life.everything.

why cant you just see the other stuff i write? why only the bad shit? i have to vent to since the...

Tue, 21 May 2013 02:06:24 -0400

why cant you just see the other stuff i write? why only the bad shit? i have to vent to since the only person i talked to was you…

why cant it be the way is used to be, you cant just blame this all on me.

Tue, 21 May 2013 02:05:00 -0400

graduation

Tue, 21 May 2013 02:01:34 -0400

i get to graduate without any friends. I haven’t accomplished anything. I don’t give a shit about school anymore. I lost a shit ton of stuff and motivation. I haven’t had anyone sign my year book because i don’t want to deal with bull shit people who don’t actually care. And i wont be able to say bye to one person or have them sign my yearbook. what a year everyone we finally made it, class of 2013. I get to graduate and look back and always feel ashamed, and all my good memories ruined. I’m just a drama queen who brings people a fuckton of drama. so who cares for me? no one. no one is going to wish me ill but not even a goodbye not even good terms. if people just took the time to read or hear what i had to say, maybe things wouldn’t be like this. But oh well happy graduation, i send my best regards.

Darrien..

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 20:34:34 -0400

why am i so hooked on this. i should be happy, i need to be happy. I always promised i’d never be mad at you so i cant and i won’t. You are and always will be my best friend and i’m not going to just let that go to waste. I believe we are both at fault but i did fuck up and i’m sorry for putting drama in your life that wasn’t my intention. you are my best friend and i never wanted to lose you. Thank you for all our times, i’m able to do so much because of you. I believe in myself so much more i wish you could’ve seen it you would have been so proud of me. So i’m done being mad, its pointless and stupid, i love you with all my heart and i’m not going to just forget everything. I’ll never have a best friend like you, you are irreplaceable. Darrien i hope you are happy because thats all i wanted. You made this year the most amazing year and i go through everyday with you in mind. I hope you’ll think of me in the quiet of the crowd, haha but i hope at some point we do meet again. Thank you for everything for all those years, those moments, just everything. bye Darrien and have an amazing life.

-Missy

bye everyone

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 01:20:00 -0400

i decided to write something and wait and see if it would get a reaction. I hate that i have to write awful things on purpose to see if he will even check up on me. He ignores me and doesn’t talk to me and somehow it’s still me. He never even replied to my last text. Saying i don’t make the effort..he acts like i don’t exist ..i don’t even have anyone anymore why do i have to be the one to contact him when i’m the one who needs him. why cant someone want to be my friend or want me. he checks my tumblr of course reading the terrible message and wishes he never knew me. what i do i say? i wish i didn’t know me either. who would want to know someone like me i’m drama, i’m crazy, and i’m horrible person. i think this will be my last message. i’m just tired of being reminded how horrible i am. i already believe it so there isn’t any point to writing this. so why did i write it? because i’m so pathetic. to good to be true. i hope you’re happy and i do wish that for you..because i will never stop caring about you. goodbye.

For You.

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 01:27:53 -0400

I wont chase after you anymore. If you want to walk out of my life, I’ll hold the fucking door open for you.

im soo happy i have no friends. it gives me time to hate myself, my life, and everything else in my...

Sat, 23 Mar 2013 00:56:15 -0400

im soo happy i have no friends. it gives me time to hate myself, my life, and everything else in my life that fucking sucks! you know who you are thanks for breaking my god damn heart and never being there like you said you would. thanks for being the worst fucking human being. but at least you are happy.

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Sat, 23 Mar 2013 00:44:38 -0400

do you ever call someone to just hear their voice. to listen to their breathes, to hear them say...

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 03:35:04 -0400

do you ever call someone to just hear their voice. to listen to their breathes, to hear them say your name. i miss it. i miss everything about them. the distance kills me and no matter how hard i try or how hard i try to stay strong it’ll never work i’m no longer apart of their life they don’t need me anymore..but all i want is to be theirs again.

moffnat: do you ever just cry because you suck all the time

Tue, 26 Feb 2013 00:02:00 -0500

moffnat:

do you ever just cry because you suck

all the time

wandernomore: biohazxrd: punkrockmermaid: This is...

Tue, 26 Feb 2013 00:01:07 -0500

wandernomore:

biohazxrd:

punkrockmermaid:

This is perfection.

If you ever want to shut me up, let me ride shotgun, turn the music up, wind down the windows and drive me down a dark road under a starry sky.

This is when I’m at my best.

I have a passionate love affair with the way the world looks from a moving vehicle.

it would be better if everyone on tumblr could get off their butts im sure it would look a lot prettier but who are we kidding. this is as close as we’ll get.

really? i don’t really know you anymore..but yeah

Sun, 24 Feb 2013 23:17:59 -0500

really? i don’t really know you anymore..but yeah

thatfunnyblog: Funny Stuff you like?

Sun, 24 Feb 2013 23:04:37 -0500

thatfunnyblog:

Funny Stuff you like?

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Tue, 19 Feb 2013 01:24:29 -0500

bye

Tue, 19 Feb 2013 01:22:20 -0500

i hate my life. yeah i’m being ungrateful..no i’m being honest it sucks. i truly i hate it. i don’t want to be here anymore. i don’t want to see anyone of those stupid fucking people tomorrow. i don’t want to even wake up tomorrow. if i could i would..i would disappear, i really want to. i have no motivation, i’m so done. i’ve really never felt this way but i give up on everyone and everything. everyone is happy. and now i think its because no one needs me. i make people unhappy and i think i’m just going to cut everyone off. people would be better off without me anyways. i literally have talked to no one this entire weekend except for one, and even that isn’t frequent anymore. everyone be better off. i have no one to talk to, i truly feel so alone. i’m done.

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Tue, 05 Feb 2013 00:55:53 -0500

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